quick update before going to run.

day was good, bitter at the start, gradually became sweet. many thoughts running through my mind throughout the day. can't stop thinking.

there goes my brother. blaming me for causing him to fall sick. what the fuck did I do? just because i did not oscillate the fun, so you blame me for your illness? what logic is this? and you shouted at me? in front of......aunt marianne dad and mum? do you know how embarrassing the whole situation was? do you know what is respect? mfballs.

more salt was added to the wound. it's getting much more painful. even worst than before.

wtv. shall go run it out.