Tuesday, November 29, 2011

With Him, anything is possible

Supposed to do bible studying tdy but there were too many ppl 'round me. So I didn't have a single chance. And the fact that I'm nt attending church means I nd to read up on God's words frequently for there is no one to preach to me. Heavenly Father may I pray to spend more time with you?
down with minor flu. Feelings kinda gettin btr. Pray more & forgive more

Monday, November 28, 2011

Hurt me with the truth,but don't come and fucking comfort me with a lie.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Tday was fuck intensive. Mum was literally a physical trainer asking me to do exercise. Swim in da morn>dojo>solo shopping>run>swim

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Understatement

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I almost prayed sth mean, but sth seemed to stop me. God said that I must love my brothers and sisters, friends and people around me. i should not do things that are against God's will. no matter how irritated I am or how much i hate you, I shouldn't pray for that to happen. all the more, i should pray for myself to have a bttr rs with God, to be a better Christian.

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God is goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6
4e 2ing 1 da toy

Friday, November 25, 2011

Finally got sufficient amt of $$$ to pay back the debts I owed sy!!!!!! Need not feel so f guilty anymore:))))

To do list:
1) support my parents
2) be a workaholic like my dad

Once I get my pay, I'm gna give half of it to my parents, let them use the money to get necessary stuff for my dad. I'm not going to be like others who use the money to get clothes etc. I want to thank my parents, I want to support them because they showered me with so much love. ESP my dad; he loved me so much and I'm going to repay him. Hopefully my dad recovers so that he could see my olevel results, and whatever I'm doing in life

Not enough

如果我知道这样的事会发生,我就不会把心事说出来。我宁愿一个人默默地伤心,在房里哭。因为我知道如果把话说出来,没有人能够体会我的心情,更糟的是,有些人可能会在我的背后说闲话。不是我不相信,是我没有足够的勇气。我不要在受到伤害了,我没有ok梆了
no one notices anyway. f m l

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I pray every night bf I sleep. Can't control my tears from falling whenever I pray. Not sure whether it's heartwarming or the feeling of deconsolate

Thursday, November 24, 2011

over the rainbow

today deserves a smiley. i started my day by swimming, followed by work. then I heard the sweetest thing that anyone has ever said to me. Boss told me she wanted me back next year; i was ecstatic, in fact, i was over the moon. I am determined to work harder, very determined. I'm glad i left a good impression. No one, has ever said such nice things to me. it wasn't fake, it felt all genuine. Thank you Lord, for telling me that everyone deserves a chance

thank you

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

can't help but cry every night before i sleep/ the only person I speak my heart out to is You. but I can't help but still continue to overthink
PRAISE THE LORD FOR MAKING TODAY BEAUTIFUL~

Now i know. tired refrains me from thinking. the only way to be tired is to work. work by exercising, work by working. i hate to be clear headed. i hate to see certain things. nv will i look back, nv will i be soft hearted again. GOD IS MY ALL, KINSHIP LETS ME BE MYSELF

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Do you know how tired I am but I hold on because of you? Do you know I gave up an important part of my life because of you? Yet the treatment that I received back is......should have never gave in. I considered your feelings more than I considered my own. I've got enuf

W

My mum cried when I came home crying after prom. I learnt sth new: to just rely on myself
"你开心吗?" I came home w this sentence prompted to me after prom. NO. 我跟本就不开心。

Saturday, November 19, 2011

it's not the size that matters. if i have that mentality, society would probably wipe me out already
since nobody gives a shit, i should probably be more self-centred. it's not worth it to give up my own dream to accommodate others. Live for myself, right?

Friday, November 18, 2011

shall go for a run tomorrow since tmrw is off day heheheheheheheheheh

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

So irritz tumblr app forever crashing

proud mama

v satisfied with myself because i ran a full 4km today. 100000000 smileys rewarded!

got it

nobody gives a fuck anyway. so just do it yourself

Fresh

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

i fucking hate myself. I'm hideous. sudden urge to cry when i touched my own stomach and felt my thighs got closer. I got fatter. reality check Linda- the consequence of not exercising faithfully these few days. Gonna go for 4km run tomorrow. F IT
fucking enough fucking enough.
Gna go for a run later in the morn, time to sleep.

Friday, November 11, 2011

love


a cinderella story never gets old.

魅力

Hello everybody the end is nearing!!!!! I nd to sleep so that I'll have the energy to last my brains for an hr then I'll probably head to the library to do chem or sth. Life's getting exciting

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Till the v end

Done w geog revision. Hopefully everything's in my head!!!!!! Another brand new day: may the Lord bring ne through this day smoothly

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

hate to be so obsessed, so damn obsessed with you
Linda lim please get your head into studying!!!!!!

**sidenote: Thank God for helping me to past the day. So lost, so forlorn

Monday, November 7, 2011

It is You

Thank God. Praise God. Love God.
Gettn my life back soon! Exercise/sleep/work hell yes. I shld keep my mind clear *positive light positive light*
i need. i want. i have to.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Tired of doing things alone.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

gna take some time off today just to exercise