I almost prayed sth mean, but sth seemed to stop me. God said that I must love my brothers and sisters, friends and people around me. i should not do things that are against God's will. no matter how irritated I am or how much i hate you, I shouldn't pray for that to happen. all the more, i should pray for myself to have a bttr rs with God, to be a better Christian.

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God is goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6