thoughtsssss

this heading has been used couple of times
why why why why
cant i overcome ny own fears and shortcomings?
I cant seem to be brave enough to go for what I want
is that why im always having short comings? is that why people always take me for granted? is that why cus i feel tiny emptiness in me?
always thought im too lousy to become a friend w someone btr looking; always think wo pei bu shang ren
always always always. always. always.
i cant even put my thoughts out in words properly.