Merdandy tonight!

Wallflower

Me after a day at work.....Fanny is so prettz shall take a photo with her soonz she is my role model to lose so much fucking weight!!!!!♡

Havent been feeling too well lately.
No appetite ever since my last drinking sesh on thurs. Am I depressed or stg LOL

Felt less depressed after a round of drinks last night.....

Random

From today onwards
My heart will shut off from the world. I will not open my heart to anyone or any
thing. I will not be easily touched.
All I wanna concentrate on rn are 1) my weight 2) my face 3) my skin 4) my studies
Yes studies last because my looks matter more t me. This is my fucking self image okay so.....I CAN FUCKING DO THIS
I am. An independant girl 1995

Enough of hurting myself
一个人就一个人。有什么好怕的呢? Ive already done so many things alone. What more living life yourself? It will not be lonely, Linda. I FUCKING PROMISE YOU. even if th wholw world is attached, you still have yourself to lean on. Jy babe. Let this b the lesson learnt