At last. I still lost.
I thought this wouldnt hurt so much. I thought ive already seen you as a friend. But no. It hurts rly bad. There was jealousy. There was envy. And I could feel the lost of interest in me and the attention was on someone else. how am I supposed to feel right now? Such mixed emotions. Angry sad wasted. Feels so used; I was warned....I had a premonition stg like this would happen. But I chose to escape this reality although the chances of this happening is high.
Time to buck up and move on.

Till this date, physical appearance still attracts the men species.